A feeling I can't put my finger on

Claire Silver

Exhibited
A feeling I can't put my finger on

Digital, AI, Acrylic Collage.

Minted upon request for @CozomoMedici.

This piece is comprised of several layers of dried acrylic skins, photographed and digitally mixed into abstractions. These acrylic skins were the "castoff" paint of other fluid paintings--the drips and pools that overflowed from the sides of the canvas and were considered "waste," traditionally left to dry and dispose of before the next session. I manipulated this "wasted" paint while still wet with brushes, straws, and toothpicks, creating vivid, blooming flowers.

The acrylic blooms are layered over a face created with Artificial Intelligence. As with all my portraiture, this face has a small percentage (~7%) of my own trained into it via GAN.

The hand-painted gold detailing speaks to the practice of Kintsugi (金継ぎ), a Japanese art that mends broken pottery with gold, silver, or platinum. Philosophically, this practice venerates imperfection, fate, and acceptance of radical change, and celebrates shattering and repair as a part of the history of the object, resulting in a more interesting and beautiful work than before it was ever broken.

The chaos and intentionality of these methods come together into a feeling I am unable to fully articulate--because it is new to me. Self-referential, the background is a dim, flat depiction of the order I'd coaxed from my own brokenness, while the foreground is a dizzying array of bright, new, exuberant life. This is representative of the year of 2021, for me. The joy, the fear, the disorienting beauty, the first conceptualization of a new self. Despite the aesthetic difference, both the background and the foreground are made of the same "castoff" paint.

This feeling I can't put my finger on is one I breathlessly live in, a snapshot of a diary entry in the life of the artist, at this time of minting: October 11, 2021.


Artist
Claire Silver
Biography

Claire collaborates with AI to produce art that is transcendental-- art that evokes in the viewer a wordless truth. Together, we create works that are greater than either of us could make alone, neither more important than the other to the process. I also produce physically painted twins of select digital pieces. In this way, both the AI and the artist can exist in the same world as our art.

Collected
October 13, 2021
Exhibited